Already 3 weeks, stop updating my site. Too much things happened in this period, too much events occurred here. And sometimes I could not find where was my soul, I lost and I could not see the light to take a breath.
The most difficult thing in this difficult time was the way to control my unstable soul. And unfortunately, i failed again. Too many hearts i have hurt and too many eyes i have made them cry. Feel so sad of being so cruel.
And today, in my house, my hometown, I try to rebuild the new me. (poyo jep)
Alhamdulillah, the day of arafah, 9 Zulhijjah. The holy day where Jemaah haji start their way from Mina to nearby hillside called Mount Arafa. If i m not mistaken, the place where Rasullullah (s.a.w) delivered his last Khutbah (Khutbah wida').
From my poor reading, this is one of the days where du'a are more closely to be accepted. Go for further reading, if this is doubt you. Hehe.
This is based on the Prophet (Allah bless him and give him peace) saying, “The best of supplications are those on the Day of `Arafah.” [Tirmidhi, Ahmad, Malik, and others] Imam al-Baji explained this as meaning, ‘Having most baraka, the greatest reward, and the quickest in being answered.’ [Baji,al-Muntaqa Sharh al-Muwatta]
I have heard before, I m not sure, hadith or only a phrase from someone: When you du'a for someone who are not around, the angels make the same du'a for you.So, don't tell me when you make du'a for me, hehe.. ~Selamat beramal~
p/s: waitting to the real punishment. =)